John
1:6-8, 19-28
'To travel
hopefully is a better thing than to arrive.' Robert
Louis Stevenson.
The Jewish
priests and Levites in Jerusalem crowded in around him, 'Who
are you?' they demanded. He was the one going around talking
about darkness and light; he was the one making a lot of noise
and saying he was here to talk about the Light who had come.
Even though there was much darkness, he said that it would not
consume all. The Light would not be overpowered by the dark.
'Who you
are,' they asked. 'What are you talking about?'
He answered,
even though he was not asked this specifically, 'I am not the
Messiah.' 'Are you Elijah?' 'No.' 'Are you a prophet?' 'I am
not.' 'Who are you?'
Last week,
we experienced John the Baptist, as the one who calls us to
turn around, to get ready for the One who is coming. John, for
us, is that rough and tumble guy dressed in coarse attire and
eating things which are even coarser.
But the
gospel of John is unlike our first experience of this man John
and unlike the gospel of Mark who describes John as the Baptizer,
or Matthew's gospel where John is John the Baptist and where
both those gospels have John preaching of repentance. The gospel
of John is unlike the third synoptic Gospel as well; Luke describes
John as the son of Zechariah. Luke gives him a family lineage
and geographic location. The gospel of John has nothing of this.
John's gospel
describes John not as a prophet, baptizer, preacher, or messenger.
Here John has no props; John simply comes as a martyria, a martyr,
or a witness. He is described in the introduction by the gospel
writer as not the Light but rather the one who gives witness
to the Light. John himself does not even use his own words to
describe himself but says harkening back to Isaiah, 'I am the
voice of one crying out in the wilderness.'
John, the
man, is an observant man who gives witness to what he sees.
The gospel of John uses no props; there is nothing of Bethlehem,
stable, shepherds, Mary or Joseph. But simply, through John's
witness, presents the coming of Christ as the Light of the world.
Even more
spectacularly in a low-key kind of way, in our reading, John
answers the Levites' and priests' questioning by saying, 'Among
you stands the one whom you do not know….' Again: John is observant
where others do not notice.
We are coming
down to the wire as Christmas comes closer and closer. One and
a half weeks to go. The demands of our attention and time are
squeezed into a shorter and shorter time frame. Will we get
it all done? Power outages, clean up, illnesses, work deadlines,
balancing bank books, and other kinds of inconveniences have
interrupted our plans. Can we possibly work and move in a higher
gear, and hold it all together another two weeks when Christ
will have arrived?
These demands
are counter to what we really need to do: to slow down and take
in this present time. Our ice storm caused me to stop by the
grocery for some foods, as I headed home early on Thursday afternoon.
Friday I found myself waking up and first thing, I was looking
out the window. I was greeted with ice-covered tree branches,
grasses, bushes and driveway; some small cherry trees were downed
along the perimeter of the lawn. It all forced me to slow down,
skate out to get the newspaper, and watch and listen. Even as
I slowed, I did laundry as I read. I cleaned the first floor
and I read. I made some coffee and collected some water as we
were warned to do; and then as if on cue, the electricity went
out. (Instead of just leaning into this opportunity for rest
and thought, I questioned - now what can I do with no electricity?)
I heard the big maple tree land on the ground with a thud. The
enormity of the storm kept reminding me - slow down, sister,
just sit and notice what's around you.
I woke up
yesterday looking again immediately out the window: the outdoors
glistening in the sun. At one point, I looked out into our wooded
area thinking I was seeing the reflection of white Christmas
tree lights from somewhere. But no, the sun light was captured
in little balls of light in the ice sheath of a tree. It was
beautiful! Later, Carter and I drove, slowly and carefully,
into a wonderland of ice covered trees everywhere. It was magnificent!
John reminds
me 'Among you stands the One whom you do not know….'
On returning,
I decided to look more closely at this once mighty maple now
halved in size while half lay on its branches. And perhaps to
survey the rest of the yard, the three cherry trees now cut
off half way up their trunks. Not until I came close to the
maple did I realize our neighbor's house wires were all tangled
in the mess of branches. I walked carefully looking from a safe
distance. Twenty-four hours had gone by and I hadn't even realized
our neighbors hadn't gotten their electricity back. Walking
around, slowing down, another neighbor and I spoke. There were
at least five houses on our street still without electricity!
Some have generators. One family with young ones and another
couple decided to take refuge in a hotel. In slowing down some
more, I found that the couple who after 27 years of being together
just recently married - in a quiet, small ceremony; she is being
treated for stage four cancers. What do we miss in our moving
forward each day in following our agendas? The neighbor, yes,
but even more - someone greater. John reminds me, 'Among you
stands the One whom you do not know….'
Do we slow
down enough to notice that One? It doesn't need to be Advent
to ask that question of ourselves. But it is Advent. It can
be a time to begin. Are we attentive to what's really important?
Do we slow down enough to notice God at play, at work, at home?
The One does not come just on Christmas Eve when we hope for
a few snowflakes, a candle lit Silent Night, Holy Night, a perfect
Martha Stewart gathering, and a babe wrapped in swaddling cloths.
The New
York Times on Friday devoted its lead Escapes Section with an
article entitled The Simple Life. The article told of the increased
numbers of folks who are stressed, harried and not necessarily
religious who are taking advantage of weekend get-a-ways to
many of the Catskill Mountain ashrams and monasteries. One person
said, 'It wasn't fun in the traditional sense, but it was the
opposite of my life in New York City and a return to a very
uncomplicated way of living. It gave me the rest and relaxation
I was looking for.'
We're a
people who hunger after de-stressing our lives; we dream of
relaxation. We even take advantage of mini weekends as we take
advantage of an hour or two at one of the many new spas promising
to take us away from the routine.
A monk might
say that we are looking for an opportunity to get in touch with
our self again, or looking to have an opportunity to meet the
holy. John reminds us 'Among you is the One whom you do not
know….'
Mark Burrows
writes of Vigils and the Rest. He speaks of how he got away
from his harried life seeking renewal in a Kentucky monastery;
this is something the United Church of Christ pastor and professor
from Andover Newton does regularly.
At 3 A.M.
the great bell tolls, rousing monks and guests alike from their
sleep. The bell is a reminder of the psalms to be sung - even
in the deep of night, in seemingly lonely solitude. It is early
winter; there is fresh snow on the ground. The moon shares its
light across the land. In the distance, Mark can see farm house
and barns - still dark and asleep. Two owls sing to each other;
their song similar to the antiphonal psalm singing, back and
forth, among the monks, that they sing and pray. 'Hoooo-ooo-ooo.'
The owls sing. The monks: 'I will bless the Lord at all times/his
praise always on my lips.'
'Perhaps
the antiphonal singing of owls and that of the monks as they
begin to make their way through the two nocturnes express a
common truth,' Mark writes: 'both contribute while the world
sleeps on. Monks and owls alike shape the echoes of praise even
into the night.'
Mark Burrows,
a student of Thomas Merton, had come to Gethsemani Monastery
for some quiet days of retreat, not to lecture or teach, but
to be released from his own and others' expectations of him.
He became immersed in the mundane and the routine; he was called
by the nocturnal song of the owls and the psalms of the monks.
The owls are not easily deceived, nor are the monks in choir
as they resume their prayer of the psalms that had been interrupted
by a few hours of sleep. 'Look at the birds of the air.' was
the Scripture which caught Mark Burrows' attention in the silence
of those nights, enticing him to keep his window ajar despite
the frigid temperatures so he could hear the calls back and
forth. John reminds him 'Among you stands the One who you do
not know….'
We may not
have the luxury or perhaps the inclination to take time and
go on retreat. How might we pay attention to John's reminder?
Slowing down, yes. Living fully in the present, yes. Being thankful.
Even gathering here, once we've gotten everyone together and
we're here - to worship, to be with others who worship in song,
in prayer, in this space.
Prayer,
too, can be a vehicle for us to slow down, to step off that
treadmill of have-to's, to offer blessing and praise; it can
be a mini retreat to put everything in perspective for the day
about to begin and the day that has just ended. It can be, too,
a way of noticing more in life then the to-do's that we have
to check off our lists. Praying regularly brings on a rhythm
to life. It brings us deeper into the here and now and beyond
what we believe from ancient history, it brings us into closeness
with the holy so that we can begin to recognize the One we did
not know. The Holy then becomes Emmanuel; God with us - not
just on Christmas but again and again, here, now, Jesus, yesterday,
today and always.
Maybe then
we see the One who stands among us.